Goals

Five Goals that I set for myself

Ever since I was a kid, growing up was kinda harsh. I was beat down most my life by my father, kids insulted me at school, and I even put myself down. We all have the one wolf inside of us that holds all your demons, anger, resentment, and hate. But we also have the good wolf the one filled with pureness, peace, and happiness. I always wondered what I would make of my life . I always wanted a purpose in my life something to look forward to , to inspire me , to motivate me. I chose to persevere so I can make it in life, I chose to not let people insults bring me down . Sure I look like a quiet kid, someone who keeps to myself but don't judge a book by its cover. I thought of these goals ever since my parents got divorced and I'll will make them happen.

#1: to respect everyone I meet even if I don't like them
Now I know everybody has a problem with this, it's inevitable, but don't let that stop you.       I gone through life being push around, even encountered people that I strongly dislike but that doesn't give me a reason to be rude. I was raised to be respectful to everyone even if they don't respect you. So this is my goal, to be respectful and I'll accomplish this, even if I get beat down I'll still be the same because even after my father beat me down I still had the will to get up in the morning and just be nice to everyone.

#2: to keep playing music and learning new instruments
I know you hear this from everybody but music is my passion and I'm gonna let people know that. Ever since I was little I loved watching this animated film called Animusic. It was cool how they made their music the effects it had on me it just mesmerized me. Then there was the blue man group and stomp . I liked how they could make music out of common items. Then when I found out I had to take piano lessons I was hesitant on the idea but, while I was doing it I liked it but it strongly disliked it too. But  my mom bought us a piano and everything so it was kinda hard to say I wanted to quit so I kept doing it . Finally after three months, I quit.... I was eight but as the years passed by  my sister was still playing piano and was good at it that's when I decided to just start piano again but I was going to teach myself and that's how I found out that I have a knack of learning by ear. Now I'm fifteen and I gotta say I got pretty good at it.  So that's enough motivation for me to learn more about music and that's how I'm gonna accomplish it.  

#3: to get out of the system
Yeah that's something I've been working on for the past eighteen months and so far I was doing good until recently (not gonna go into that). So now I'm set back a little but I'm not gonna stress about it. You wanna know something funny I was only suppose to be in the system for only five months but it's been eighteen so that sucks. So this is my advice just lay low because if you do that then nothing bad is going to happen. You can also fake it till you make it but I'll advise against it. Just don't stress about every little thing , don't get into fight, and especially don't do drugs. Sorry if that sounds harsh but it's the truth. So I am determined to accomplish this and I know I can because everybody in my team wants me to go home and I'm not going to let them down (even if I've been doing it repeatedly). So I'm going to do it once and for all.

#4: to get a girlfriend
I know this sounds kind of lame but I guess I gotta make a goal that's not that serious and I know you guys don't want to read this but yeah. I guess I gotta go back in time when I first started dating girls. I was in fifth grade , now bear with me this is the girl that got me smoking cigarettes in the first place. So she was in the sixth I was in fifth and you gotta read my "favorite mistake" so in the end we lost touch after she hit seventh grade and from then on I've been dating since. But now that I hit high school I got more opportunities to talk with girls but it's awkward because I end up being friends with them it's probably because I'm not assertive enough or don't put off as being tough , but it kinda doesn't matter to me if I get one I get one.

#5: to go to college

I always wanted to go to college ever since I was ten. It's something that I didn't have to do but something I wanted to. I want to grow up and be a psychiatrist or a therapist so I can help people. I can't really write much about it because that's basically it. That's all my goals so hope you don't think I'm stupid.