Goals

I have been wanting to make goals for awhile but haven't. So I'm going to make them right now because now it's a good time. I have had a hard life past these last couple years. I told one of my friends about what happened/what's going on in my life. Now I don't know if he will be there for me. He was the only one I told. I don't even know if we're friends now. Anyways I'm going to tell you about my three goals.

My three goals!?!?!?!

Number one- Is trusting more people 

Number two- Is talking about what happened 

Number three- Is not letting the past bug me

Number one- Trusting people?!?!?!

I made this goal because I need to learn how to trust people that I love so I know that they won't hurt me like my family and friends. They are everything to me. I know that I have been being mean to them but I'm not trying to. I don't think they know that. So I really need to work on this goal. 

Number two- Talking about what happened ?!?!?!?

I made this goal because I don't talk about how I feel and what I'm thinking. It is really hard to talk about how I'm doing and feeling when I don't know if you will believe me and trust me. I know I need to work on this a lot because when my family asks me something I don't answer and they want to know what I'm thinking about but I can't tell them for some reason. So I'm going to work on this.

Number three- Not letting the past bug me?!?!?!? 

I made this goal because I think it is affecting the people around me. I think that I'm have such a bad time with people because of the past. People keep telling me to let go of the past. Its easier to say that, then making it happen. I have been trying my hardest to forget about the past it is really hard to do that. I know I have to sometime but not yet.