No one understands. I'm reluctant to let anyone understand. I'm alone in my battle, an internal war. Outside I'm smiling, inside I'm dying. I will never be the me I used to be.
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ARON
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I can relate to this memoir. Because I feel the same way on the outside I'm showing no pain but deep down I feel so much hurt, and it feels like its permanent. No one understands me, everyone thinks they know me but they don't, all they know is my name, not my story. I also feel alone, everyone says their there for me but in the end ain't no one got my back to support me. I really like this memoir a lot!!!!!!!!!
You know the best you is the you you are now, the people who judge us the most is ourselves. You can probly see something u don't really like , that you wanna change, however, I see that your intelligent, beautiful, that some people around here care about you. Everyone has there own struggles and your probly struggling more then others are, just remember there's always a light at the end, and you will be grateful that you went through what you did, because now you have a whole new prospective on life. It took me so long to learn that, I just barley am relizing it my self.
I use to feel like this all the time. One day I decided that you can hide how you feel or you can tell people how you're felling and they can help you. Life will be extremely hard if you try to do everything on your own. Once you show some one the real you and your real feelings then they can help you to change into a happier person. You think no one will understand you but the truth is everyone has felt like this at one point or another.
My life is a constant struggle every they I feel like dying . So I take things one day at a time. I hid my. Emotions for so long I don't even know what I feel. I have anger and so much hate, but since coming into the system I learned to reshape them into something better. So thank you for your post and strive to survive.
I'm exactly the same. I feel like no one understands me, when truth is they don't because no one will ever understand our pain or what were going through. But one of my biggest mistakes was not letting them try to understand. I always wanna do things on my own & figure everything out on my own. When truth is we can't do things on our own, one way or another we need help. Two almost three years from now I didn't see my life being this way, I'm not the same I was a few years ago. I'm a total different person, but we only change for our personal reasons. Things get better once you let people help, trust. I was exactly the same & sometimes still am.
I understand how you feel, life isn't always easy, but it will get better. I'm still trying to be myself, and to be the happy, outgoing, and loving girl I use to be. Who I am now is all a joke. I'm not happy, I'm not loving, I'm not brave, and I'm definitely not confident. I'm not the girl I use to be, and I don't think I'll ever be the real true Breygan. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but I feel deep inside that you are a very beautiful, kind, and loving person. You are the best friend I could ever ask for. Candice, you have a ton of potential so show it!
I know exactly how you feel lost my mom died 2 years ago, my parents divorced when I was young. My dad remarried when I was 8 and my step mom constantly tries to pull me down. Be glad you can even smile on the outside I try but I can't my life is slowly fading this is why I want to join the marines I want to be somebody.
I know what you mean.. I've always been the type of person to hide my emotions because growing up I always felt they were worthless and a waste of time. I'm always smiling and walking with my head high... But people really don't know what's going on. I'm slowly learning that I need to change this behavior because it's been causing me to really push everyone away from me in my life who comes in.
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I can relate to this memoir. Because I feel the same way on the outside I'm showing no pain but deep down I feel so much hurt, and it feels like its permanent. No one understands me, everyone thinks they know me but they don't, all they know is my name, not my story. I also feel alone, everyone says their there for me but in the end ain't no one got my back to support me. I really like this memoir a lot!!!!!!!!!
You know the best you is the you you are now, the people who judge us the most is ourselves. You can probly see something u don't really like , that you wanna change, however, I see that your intelligent, beautiful, that some people around here care about you. Everyone has there own struggles and your probly struggling more then others are, just remember there's always a light at the end, and you will be grateful that you went through what you did, because now you have a whole new prospective on life. It took me so long to learn that, I just barley am relizing it my self.
I use to feel like this all the time. One day I decided that you can hide how you feel or you can tell people how you're felling and they can help you. Life will be extremely hard if you try to do everything on your own. Once you show some one the real you and your real feelings then they can help you to change into a happier person. You think no one will understand you but the truth is everyone has felt like this at one point or another.
My life is a constant struggle every they I feel like dying . So I take things one day at a time. I hid my. Emotions for so long I don't even know what I feel. I have anger and so much hate, but since coming into the system I learned to reshape them into something better. So thank you for your post and strive to survive.
I'm exactly the same. I feel like no one understands me, when truth is they don't because no one will ever understand our pain or what were going through. But one of my biggest mistakes was not letting them try to understand. I always wanna do things on my own & figure everything out on my own. When truth is we can't do things on our own, one way or another we need help. Two almost three years from now I didn't see my life being this way, I'm not the same I was a few years ago. I'm a total different person, but we only change for our personal reasons. Things get better once you let people help, trust. I was exactly the same & sometimes still am.
I understand how you feel, life isn't always easy, but it will get better. I'm still trying to be myself, and to be the happy, outgoing, and loving girl I use to be. Who I am now is all a joke. I'm not happy, I'm not loving, I'm not brave, and I'm definitely not confident. I'm not the girl I use to be, and I don't think I'll ever be the real true Breygan. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but I feel deep inside that you are a very beautiful, kind, and loving person. You are the best friend I could ever ask for. Candice, you have a ton of potential so show it!
I know exactly how you feel lost my mom died 2 years ago, my parents divorced when I was young. My dad remarried when I was 8 and my step mom constantly tries to pull me down. Be glad you can even smile on the outside I try but I can't my life is slowly fading this is why I want to join the marines I want to be somebody.
I know what you mean.. I've always been the type of person to hide my emotions because growing up I always felt they were worthless and a waste of time. I'm always smiling and walking with my head high... But people really don't know what's going on. I'm slowly learning that I need to change this behavior because it's been causing me to really push everyone away from me in my life who comes in.
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